Salaam alykum, soooo i'm pretty bummed right now. My father called me pretty much saying that he doesn't care what life choices I make, but he doesn't want it around his family. He has never came out and asked me, but it's pretty obvious i'm a Muslim. On my facebook it says I am, all my new pictures are covered. My grandparents know and a couple other members of my family as well. But my brother is going through a really hard time now with drugs. He can't stop even after rehab so I invited him to come with my husband and I sometime if he would like and I guess he told my dad. Blah, feeling very sad, pretty much because he told me he doesn't want to know, like I have to keep this amazing part of me hidden :( and he said he knows whats in my heart and that it's Christianity. But Allah comes first, before everything. I am proud of myself and the life I have now. Never before have I been so sure of myself. When I look at my beautiful son, I feel so blessed that he will never have to go through what I had to inshallah. [By the way, the picture above his my dad andson leaving the hospital with me over a year ago now.]
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